for so many times, now i've remembered you again. your face, your smile, your eyes, your hair, your arms, your hands,how tall your body. everything. the way you laugh, the way you walked, the way you run, the way you smile, the way you hold my hand, the way you whispered to me, the way you look at me, the way you gimme that glowing mushroom, the way you drink your milo in the night, the way you helpme to bring my super jumbo bag.
and for God's sake, i do really miss a moment like in that picture :'''(seeing the stars at the bright night sky. me and you.
christmas eve. you celebrating christmas like me. i can imagine what are you going to do today. you'll go to the church, pray there, waiting for christmas with your family. only with your mom and dad because you're thy only one child ya? i remember that. so, now i just realized that i can't pretend like i've forget those memories, like i haven't known anymore, like we've never meet before. now, i know. i have to say i miss you. it's such a miracle that i can survive till today, still drawing my life story with all those memories, which it's flown in my heart and in my dream and sometimes it's frightening out myself. it have been 4,5 years.
so, santa may i whisper my first wish for this christmas?may i meet him again? juat for a minute?
ps: if we ever meet again, i just wanna hug you. i know i'm crazy. but that's gonna make me better.
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