i'll take you to a place under the sky with many fairytales

1.23.2011

how could I don't wanna be 16 years old?

hey, its only fifteen minutes to my big day. yeah, i think it should be a great day. but dont know why........i dont wanna be 16. kinda hate that i knew im not a little girl anymore. now, all the things become serious and.... sucks?! yeah!
i hate it really, i just wanna be seven years old again or fourteen years old again. i just wanna see the world without any load burden or whatever i should call that weird things.
really, i just wanna do all the silly things without any eyes looking at me like imma dork. the freaky one. i just wanna do what i want, what i like. i just want to run all the way, around the world, dancing in the rain.
see? my soul...........its still seven years old girl's soul. i know i have to learn being a big girl but...........just not now. im not ready.
i just wanna be a little princess. i just wanna dreaming all day. i just wanna dancing in the rain.
hhh, however, its already 24th on january. welcome 16 years old girl. welcome the older me. im 16 years old now. okay not now. im 16 years old in 9 hours 55 minutes later. yay me ._.

1.17.2011

H-10 till my sweet 16

aloha, gue rasa gue udah lama ngga ngepost disini-_-oke emang udah lama
jadi sebenernya cerita ini gue post di h-7 ultah gue, bukan h-10 haha-_-. jangan komentar, gue tau ini aneh. oke.
jadi tadinya gue mau bikin h-100 ke ultah gue tapi............gue LUPA wakakak memang itu sudah tabiat alam manusia kawan, jadi bukan salah gue juga sepenuhnya ka? iya kan?
dan berhubung gue lupa, jadi gue bikin ceritanya h-1o aje ye wkwk ga beda jauh ini (nawar-_-)

jadiii di h-10 ini diawali dengan hal yang menyenangkan. pertamanya kan kita sekolah tuh ampe jam 12, terus abis itu gue dan Cong minus Gita pergi ke sevel GI untuk mempergunakan voucher buy 1 get 1 kita haha. abis itu kita main ke Fidel punya apartemen. disana kita menggila di kolam renang, ampe basah-basahan gitu. dan kita bikin sinetron dengan judul "remaja-Remaja Galau"----> jangan llupa ditonton ya di saluran ipi kesayangan anda wwakakak. abis itu tak lupakami para remaja dengan masa kecil yang kurang bahagia bermain di taman bermain di dekat kolam renang-->gatau malu-_-
naaaah abis itu, gue ama JJ pergi deh ke GI lalalala dan abis itu baru kita misah. nah, pas gue di jalan pulang ini terjadilah disaster sweet 16 pertama. gue berantem ama adek gue yg hari itu abis wawancara tes sanur. Gara-garanya tuh karena menurut gue dia jawab pertanyaannya ga sesuai.

deeek maaf banget yah gue marah marah ama lo dan malah bikin lo jadi down. yang jelas gue gaada maksud sumpah. ai lop yu deh pokoknya, dan gue bakalan selalu doain supaya lo diterima di sanur (gue percaya lo pasti diterima)