i'll take you to a place under the sky with many fairytales

1.23.2011

how could I don't wanna be 16 years old?

hey, its only fifteen minutes to my big day. yeah, i think it should be a great day. but dont know why........i dont wanna be 16. kinda hate that i knew im not a little girl anymore. now, all the things become serious and.... sucks?! yeah!
i hate it really, i just wanna be seven years old again or fourteen years old again. i just wanna see the world without any load burden or whatever i should call that weird things.
really, i just wanna do all the silly things without any eyes looking at me like imma dork. the freaky one. i just wanna do what i want, what i like. i just want to run all the way, around the world, dancing in the rain.
see? my soul...........its still seven years old girl's soul. i know i have to learn being a big girl but...........just not now. im not ready.
i just wanna be a little princess. i just wanna dreaming all day. i just wanna dancing in the rain.
hhh, however, its already 24th on january. welcome 16 years old girl. welcome the older me. im 16 years old now. okay not now. im 16 years old in 9 hours 55 minutes later. yay me ._.

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