i just wanna say thankyou

1. buat Tuhan, makasih banget udah denger doaku dan bantuin aku selama satu tahun di sma ini, aku bisa dapet prestasi yang bagus :') makasih juga karena Tuhan udah mau denger doaku buat bisa masuk jadi 40 terbaik di lomba essay anti korupsi :'D
2. buat keluargaku yang selalu ada dan doain yang terbaik buat aku, yang gapernah ninggalin aku walaupun aku emosian. makasih banget selal ada di samping aku :'')
3. buat sahabat-sahabat aku, makasih banget kalian selalu ada nemenin dan doain aku, maaf ya aku suka nyebelin dan ngambek. tapi aku sayang kalian semua
4. buat lo. makasih banget karena tanpa lo sadarin lo udah jadi salah satu penyemangat gue dan udah bikin gue seneng dan tanpa sadar udah bikin gue sayang ama lo banget.
ps : sorry hari ini gabisa ngabarin tentang bulan, sinyal hp sos huhu. tapi lo pasti liat juga kan gerhananya?

F for Freedom not for FCUK

hey! glad to know that final exam is already over WOOHOOO
gue tau kok seberapa failnya ulum gue, tapi gue kan udah usaha jadi ya udahlah ya
sekarang tinggal eeyoreyoriyore yang ulum hehe
ayo eeyore keep swimming! keep playing your guitar(?)
tinggal 2 hari lagi kok :D
dan ini H-3 ultah looo hehehhee
oke, so what?
it's F-R-E-E-D-O-M honey!
yeah no more fvckin day at greenjail!

on my way to FREEDOM!!!

hey!
finally ketemu lagi ama tempat-sampah-kecil-yang-paling-berguna ini :D
jadi bentar lagi gue bebas! tinggal ulum TIK ama fisika(sucks)
terus abis itu naik kelas dan gue bakal masuk ips, bye fisika(sucks) hope we're gonna (not) meet again soon!!
sedih juga ya bentar lagi pisah ama anak-anak X4:(
but we have to continue our journey!
wish us bunch of luck!

ps:
eeyore! H-6 to your sixteenth birthday!
let's fight together for our final exam!
i'm wishing you all the best :)
jangan stress ya

because we heart eeyore

me and you
we just heart eeyore
and winnie the pooh
dont you know how happy i am when i know this silly fact?
eeyore, i miss you :(
you're my eeyore, my only

so?

it's kinda weird. gimana gue selalu berdoa ke Tuhan tiap kali gue pengen ngeliat dia, ketemu ama dia. gue selalu doa "Ya Tuhan, aku pengen banget liat dia sebelom aku pulang(dsb) buat terakhir kalinya. kalo emang jodoh, Tuhan tolong ketemuin lagi, ijinin buat liat dia lagi untuk terakhir kalinya, tapi kalo dia ngga jodoh ama aku, Tuhan tolong jangan temuin kita lagi. supaya aku ngga ngarep yang muluk-muluk buat bisa bareng aa dia. Tolong ya Tuhan"
dan lalu setiap kali abis doa gitu, gue langsung ketemu dia lagi, ngeliat dia lagi. kenapa harus gitu ya Tuhan, kalo emang aku ama dia ga akan pernah bisa bareng, kenapa semua ditunjukkin gini. kenapa ditemuin lagi? kenapa harus ketemu dia? kenapa harus dia? kenapa bukan orang lain?

that simple "don't worry"

every single word from you....
it's all successful made my day
you'll never know it
how your simple words already raise my spirit and my confidence
and when you say don't worry....
it's just like i felt there's a magic strange power worked in me and make not worry about anything anymore
except one thing maybe
i just worry to know that we won't be together in the future
i'm afraid of not being with you
because there's only you in my day, in my life, in my mind, in my heart....
but what else can i do then?

don't ask me why

hey world, dont always asks me why.
don't ask the reason
don't ask me. just do not.
because every time i heard that question, i just realized that i will never answer that question.
because?
it's simple. i never know the answer. 
and then please, dont ask me how long im gonna be like a human with disorientation condition because of him.
i never know.
i just know.............
that he is not the best in this world, he isn't the perfect one, he's just a little part of this whole world
but..............
he's every single part in myself, he can makes me look at him all the time and i'll never get bored of this
i just know the reason then
because you are everything for me and then..........i love you